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Entries from June 2007

last youtube

June 26, 2007 · Leave a Comment

3 more links to music videos featuring Rio de Janeiro, of the not-very-interesting-but-collecting-them-has-become-a-mild-obsession variety.

Ja Rule (Holla, Holla)
Black Eyed Peas (Don’t Lie)
U2 (Walk On — international version)
Also, there are unsubstantiated rumors of a 50 cent video and a second Michael Jackson video, I will be eternally in your debt for any leads on those…

So it’s fair to ask why I haven’t included any music videos by Brazilian artists in my list here, because clearly there are plenty of those that have been shot in Rio. The obvious answer is that I’m not as familiar with Brazilian music as I am with US music/international pop. But part of it is also that living abroad is a process of cultural learning and negotiation, and even after being in Rio for 4 months(!) I still look at things from a perspective that’s a little removed from local. Given that, I find it fascinating to watch the way that other Americans have approached the questions of cultural context and learning, and the way that they have used and mixed, either subtly or obviously, stereotypes about both Brazilian and US cultures. I’ve always been a little skeptical of over-analyzing “texts” like these, but I have to admit that there’s way more going on in these videos than you would ever think at first.

Categories: brazil · rio · youtube

violence and visitors

June 26, 2007 · 1 Comment

Yes, I know that my parents have done their share of traveling. I am aware that Mom has hitchhiked across more countries than I’ve even been to in my life, and of course I’ve been on enough trips with Team Armstrong to know that the parental units are more than capable of handling missed flights, last-minute changes, and surly customer-service personnel.

Which of course doesn’t mean that I am at all convinced that I should let them out of my sight when they come to visit me in Rio. I’m excited to see them and I’ve been thinking about where I should take them while they’re here, especially considering they’ll only be in the city for 3 days (will the museum strike be over? what if it’s cloudy or smoggy on the day they want to see the Cristo? will we have time to go to Niteroi? do I want to risk totally grossing out the vegetarians in the group with a churrasco or traditional feijoada? will they want to fight the weekend crowds on Ipanema Beach?). But planning this kind of thing in Rio feels a little different — and even though I’m a bit ashamed to admit it, that’s mostly because of the complicated and difficult relationship that anyone who lives here has with violence and crime.

On the one hand, the “Rio as a violent city” myth is both a simplification and a distortion of what someone who lives here is likely to actually experience. If you based your impressions of Rio on what you read in the newspaper or saw on TV, you’d soon begin thinking that you should invest in a bulletproof vest to wear to work. The truth is that much of the more extreme violence — gunfights, police-gang shooting, etc — is very localized and usually confined to the favelas. To say that Rio has a lot of areas that locals avoid after dark is true, but come on — how many people would really volunteer to wander some of the sketchier neighborhoods in, say, Detroit at night? And if you’re in the Zona Sul, it is nearly impossible to accidentally wander into a favela. Believe me, it will be very, very obvious if you’re about to; to leave, turn around and walk back downhill.

I guess the thing about Rio that tends to shock people from the States is the spatial proximity of the poor and rich areas. Whereas in most US cities you might expect to find a dodgy urban area (perhaps the center) surrounded by middle- or upper-class suburbs (by contrast, in developing countries the center is usually the nicest area and the peripheries are very poor), Rio’s history and various urban “planning” decisions have formed a city where in many cases the most well-to-do areas are literally backed right up against the poorest. It is a fascinating and saddening juxtaposition of human inequality, and a graphic illustration of the magnitude of Rio’s social problems.

Poverty breeds despair; inequality breeds violence. Especially if the poverty and inequality are linked to a powerful and extremely well-organized international drug trade. It is inevitable, in a situation like this, that violence is not always confined to the favelas. There are robberies, carjackings, break-ins, and occasionally other types of disturbances. These make headlines, they are the subject of water-cooler conversations, but the irony is that the crime that you should be most concerned about by far if you are a tourist is a simple mugging or pickpocketing. And the little-known fact is that as a tourist, you are probably much less likely to be bothered in, say, Rocinha favela than in Copacabana.

But on the other hand, to say that Rio is not a violent city is also a misrepresentation of how things work here. I read a letter to the editor in O Globo shortly after I got here in which a tourism worker complained about Rio’s image problem and said that people should stop talking about the issue so that tourists don’t get the wrong impression. Well, no. Pretending that Rio doesn’t have problems — and failing to warn tourists about them — would be irresponsible, period. So with my family’s visit coming up fast, I compromised. I put together a mini-itinerary and then attached a list of avisos that would have made the State Department proud.

Basically, your best bet to avoid being bothered is to do what you should be doing anyway as a tourist, in any big city in the world. Don’t be stupid, and to the best of your ability, avoid looking like a target. Don’t take large sums of money out with you on the street, and especially don’t flash it around (in other words, learn what reais look like in different denominations so you don’t have to wave a whole wad of them when you’re trying to find the correct change). Be aware of your surroundings, look like you know where you’re going, don’t wear fancy jewelry, don’t talk loudly in English, and don’t walk alone at night, especially in deserted areas and double-especially on the beach. And if you follow all that and still get mugged, realize that it happens to everyone, and just. don’t. fight. back.

After writing all that (and more), I wanted to pass on some print articles so that they’d better understand the context and the city, but so far I’ve been very dissatisfied with everything I’ve read. That New York Times article on the PanAm games and Rio? Not so much. All those articles on the favelas? Again, falling dramatically short of nuanced analysis. And unfortunately, some of Brazil’s most famous favela-scholars are also renowned for doing the bulk of their research while avoiding the favelas themselves.

Okay, as the New York Times says, maybe “it is no secret that Rio is crime-ridden and quite violent”. But what all these articles miss is that your relationship to that violence is going to very, very different depending on who you are. If you live in a favela, you will likely experience that violence in the form of tiroteios during police raids, or in the jockeying for position between rival gangs. Living in the asfalto of the Zona Sul, you might have your cellphone stolen, your car broken into. As a tourist, you might be targeted for small-time robbery (often by quite young boys), be held up at an ATM (why are you taking wads of money out after dark? Didn’t we already talk about this?!?), or be hassled by a corrupt police officer. In other words, violence — like many things in Rio — is a very situation- and class-based matter.

Is it, as the NYT article claims, getting worse? I don’t know. It’s quite possible, I suppose, since Rio’s stark inequalities aren’t getting noticeably better. But while people complain about the violence and lament the inefficacy of the government, the lack of security, and how the world is generally going to hell in a handbasket, most people who live in Rio wouldn’t trade the city for anything. There is something about Rio — about its beauty, yes, but also its contradictions, its diversity — that has me, at least, completely captivated. Someday, maybe, I’ll even begin to understand it.

Categories: brazil · rio

you know you’ve hit the depths of lazy when…

June 21, 2007 · Leave a Comment

… between three people in the house you make four different take-out orders in one day…

… of under R$7 each…

… from the juice bar across the street.

(um, not that I’m speaking from experience or anything like that)

Categories: random · rio

my glamorous life

June 17, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Just in case my posts so far haven’t managed to disabuse you of the impression that living in Rio makes a person automatically glamorous, I want to say the following: chances are my main extracurricular next semester — you know, besides fighting the crowds of beautiful people with their fio dental on the beach (fio dental=dental floss. Sometimes slang is just that amazingly descriptive) — will involve dusting off the section of my mind that once was able to do calculus. Yep — not only am I considering signing up for a calculus course, I am thinking about taking one that has a 60% fail rate.

But on the bright side, I guess I can always do my math homework on the beach. Now that, my friends, is glamour.

Categories: rio

why i’m a bad blogger

June 6, 2007 · 2 Comments

This article in the Harvard Business Review (read it while it’s hot — probably will be locked at some point) got me thinking (or, ahem, paranoid) about what having an “online presence” implies. That’s not to say that I really have one at the moment. Google my name (like I did as soon as I finished reading that article) and not all that much comes up — some random stuff from college, a few links related to the Fulbright, and that stupid LinkedIn profile that I’ve tried twice to delete but never seems to go away. Whew. That’s partly because I haven’t done much exciting stuff (yet!) and partly because I’m totally happy with having it that way.

You may have noticed that I don’t use my full name anywhere on this blog. I link to it from Facebook (and now Orkut) mostly because I thought some people might find it interesting and because I got tired of people emailing me for the address, but I don’t import any of my entries onto the site and I have never gone on any sort of campaign to try to boost my readership. I actually don’t particularly care if anyone reads this — I mostly like writing here (although unfortunately for you, probably not about the things most of you want to read) and I guess that anyone who really misses hearing me talk to myself will probably get here eventually.

Actually, the comment about talking to myself is more true than it should be and is the first big reason why, if you’re a purist, I’m a pathetic excuse for a blogger: I don’t respond to comments. The whole thing about web 2.0 and interactivity and blurring the lines between producer and consumer of information? Yeah, not quite there yet. This blog’s basically a one-way conversation, and most/nearly all of the communication or discussion I have about anything I post here takes place either over email or completely offline. This is probably at least partly due to the fact that way back when, when I was just starting out, I disabled comment notifications. This basically means that I often don’t notice comments until weeks (months) have passed, and the poor little comments languish, orphaned and alone, until they’ve lost all relevance. I did some comment-pruning a couple of weeks ago to get rid of spam and stuff and found comments from 2005 that I never remembered seeing (sorry guys).

And I mess with the historical record. Sometimes I do it for stylistic reasons, because I realize that my last post sounded like it was written by someone who didn’t speak much English (unfortunately, this does describe me all too accurately at times) or because I don’t want you to think that I can’t spell. But sometimes I do it because I realize that what I said could be misinterpreted, or I put up too much or too little information, or I decide a few days later that I don’t like the way I ended the story. And yeah, I know that I’m superparanoid and possibly pointlessly so because someone really determined could find all that “deleted” stuff if they really wanted to. But considering that part of the seduction of web 2.0 is its immediacy, going back and editing a blog does seem like a silly violation of principle, or of the whole point of the game.

But given what I’ve already explained about my decision not to “market” this blog at all or write for anyone but people who probably already know me, it was a little bit startling to see that for whatever reason, the post I did on the Wikipedia blowup at Midd came up — not on the first page, but high enough that the obsessive HR lady from Hathaway Jones would find it — when I googled my name. And it was result #1 when I googled my name along with the word “blog”. Does that make me nervous? Well, not at the moment, because I keep it pretty tame on this blog and if someone read something here that made them not want to hire me I’m guessing I wouldn’t want to work for them anyway. What was a little funny was that the search turned up this article, in which I was quoted(!) without my knowledge by some Vermont publication. We’re not talking New York Times but it was kind of weirdly cool anyway (not to mention a sad testament to how few student/former student voices at Midd were engaged in the Wikipedia debate). And more than that, it was an interesting reminder that there’s only so much you can control when it comes to information.

Categories: random

oh, YouTube

June 6, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Really, what would I do without YouTube? I’ve been continuing my “web 2.0 research”, but with a purpose ever since Zachari sent me this John Legend video that was filmed in Lapa and FLAMENGO (my bairro!) just a couple of months ago. Aside from how cool it is to see all these places close to my apartment, I think the song is pretty catchy. The second couple in the video are actors from City of God. As an aside, “PDA” could pretty much be the theme song of the city of Rio and possibly Brazil as a whole (and contrary to what you may have heard, PDA in this case does not mean Personal Digital Assistant. Sorry).

Of course after I saw this I immediately had to hunt down the Snoop Dogg “Beautiful” video from 2002 that features Selaron’s Steps in Santa Teresa, and Michael Jackson’s “They Don’t Care About Us” that was filmed in one of the favelas (I think I saw somewhere it was Santa Marta, but don’t quote me on that), just so I’d have them all in one place. Are there others?

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Anyway, for whatever reason I found the “Beautiful” video to be hysterically funny, possibly because Snoop and those guys just look so darn awkward when they dance, and because Snoop’s shirt is so giant that if you cut it into pieces you could make a swimsuit for every girl in Rio with enough left over to get the guys a proper Speedo, which would look a lot more normal in this city of skin. But my favorite parts by far in all of these videos is hearing the Portuguese — Snoop’s “e aĆ­?” (and then “fo shizzle,” which of course means nothing in any language) at the beginning of that video, and John Legend’s “um. foto? please?” at the very end of his clip. Pure comedy.

There are so many celebrities wandering around Rio that I sometimes wish I weren’t so congenitally incapable of noticing them. Yeah, I’d definitely be the one going “wait, Michael Jackson just moonwalked by? wait, where? I totally missed him…”

Categories: brazil · rio

Vermont rap

June 3, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I’m sorry, but aside from the fact that it’s maybe a novelty to hear anyone refer to the “blingin’ dome of the Vermont Statehouse,” why are these guys in the New York Times?

Categories: random